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Recently, I had a quadruple heart bypass. In fact, I am still in level three level of care in a facility that has round the clock nurses and other support. The purpose of level three is to get the patient strong enough to return home.
My heart was in a very “serious” condition. All the major opening was 98% blocked. As Dr. Steven Wilson from Hawaii said, “fifty-percent of people in your condition find out by being dead.”
As you probably know this operation is very intense. The heart is actually taken out and the patient is alive only because of a machine that pretends to be a heart. Of course, the patient is supposed to be totally unconscious.
In my case, this was not the case. Miraculously, when I shut my eyes I could watch my brain work. Electron-like particles were shooting through my head faster and more numerous than I could count. Watching this seemed timeless. Related: Claire Wineland Unconscious lucid dreaming.
Suddenly, I had a negative thought, and everything turned deep blood red. As soon as I let it go of the less than positive thought the electron-like particles shooting through my head went back to normal. I then went positive and everything turned gold. Fascinated, I continued to do this for seemed a very long time.
This brought this back to what I have many years ago. It came from reading page nine-nine in the book Rolling Thunder (an American Indian medicine man by Doug Boyd}. Here is what it says:
Speak with Good Purpose
People have to be responsible for their thoughts, so they have to learn to control them. It may not be easy, but it can be done. First of all, if we don’t want to think certain things we don’t say them. We don’t have to eat everything we see, and we don’t have to say everything we think. So, we begin by watching our words and speaking with good purpose only.
There are times when we must have clear and pure minds with no unwanted thoughts and we have to prepare steadily for those times until we are ready. We don’t have to say or think what we don’t wish to. We have a choice in those things, and we have to realize that and practice using that choice.
There is no use condemning yourself for the thoughts and ideas and dreams that come into your mind; so there’s no use arguing with yourself or fighting your thoughts. Just realize that you can think what you choose. You don’t have to pay any attention to those unwanted thoughts. If they keep coming into your head, just let them alone and say, “I choose not to have such thoughts,” and they will soon go away.
If you keep a steady determination and stick with that purpose you will know how to use that choice and control you consciousness so unwanted thoughts don’t come to you anymore. Then you can experience purification completely and in the right way and no impurities can exist in your mind or body at any time.
Rolling Thunder
American Indian, Medicine Man
I experienced the power of this at Hawthorne/Stone, a real estate company in San Francisco started by two wonderful partners. The entire company became much softer with each other and our clients when we lived Rolling Thunder’s teaching. It was definitely the single most impactful policy implemented during my tenure there. Harvard Business: From purpose to impact.
Here I am in the middle of quadruple heart bypass surgery having the exact same experience. It was no longer an intellectual concept; it was a direct experience. Each time I went negative the inside of my head went
red. Each time I went positive my heard was filled with golden light. WOW! Direct experience within my skull that staying positive, no matter what, is critical not only to my well-being but to all Earthians as well.
The bright light filled the room when two monks and their lovely female assistant arrived. They hand brought a letter from the vice Abbot in Thailand. I had unintentionally named him “the wise Abbot” when I was teaching there. No one corrected me. Others at the temple, when speaking with me, referred to him as the “wise Abbot” too.
It happened again when a head of Nephrology visited. I believe she is from India. The entire room lit with golden energy; I held and kissed her hands; it felt wonderful.
This is not to say that this “golden energy” is a transformation; it is far more a discipline. Today, I went to a movie with Simone and the two munchkins. Both going in and leaving the littlest one allowed the wheelchair to hit me from behind. Not only did it hurt it scared me; falling felt like the outcome.
The result, I scolded the six-year-old and her apology was not acceptable. The only acceptable outcome was to be more awake and not do it again. What I did was not “Golden Light” behavior.
Tomorrow, I will apologize for this behavior to both of the munchkins. The only acceptable behavior is spreading Golden Light. Do I do it perfectly? Not yet. It is a process right now. Hopefully, sometime in the future, I will be living in its destination. Nicole Koch: Making lifestyle changes stick.
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I love you brother Marshall
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I love you
Your first Jedi
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Mindblowing - I had no light during my triple by-pass - I will need some time to process what you are saying - thanks for sharing it!
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The date was May 1981. I found myself at a critical moment during a very long game that appeared to be going the wrong direction. I would not give up and kept digging deep in my heart to express the essence of Responsibility in front of several people who were receiving our final attempt. We were in our 13th hour of the game. And at a critical moment when we were about to give up, a golden light entered the room and I felt profound love for all beings. Especially the ones standing in front of me. It was then that our eyes met, and tears flowed and we embraced each other becoming one - again! That was the beginning of the rest of my life and I will forever remember and have gratitude for the warm embrace that took us into eternigy. I love you my dear friend - forever! Love Your first Jedi.
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So glad to read this. This means you are on the mend. Hopefully soon you won't need that wheelchair!
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Marshall - glad to hear you're on the comeback trail. A year ago I was diagnosed with MCI (Mild Cognitive Impairment). Its symptoms were losing words and loss of short term memory. Later I participated in a research project to identify the presence or absence of amyloids. To my dismay I scored a positive and (erroneously) concluded that I was on a path to Alzheimer's. That turned out to not be true. Also, there is now a treatment for Alzheimer's described by Dale Bredesen in his book "The End of Alzheimer's". Like you, I am now in the process of healing. I expect both of us to survive these events.
Love, Jack
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The "Gold Standard" is calling you to be its expression in the world. We are very grateful to drink from the fountain of wisdom that is emerging from your open heart at this time. What is beautiful about your experience, is its simplicity--either we are going toward the light or not. The only complexity would be one's unwillingness to keep it simple. We have a choice in all things because we can choose our response. Thank you.
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Thank you for sharing this Marshall. I believe the practice of ho'oponopono by Dr. Hew Len may also be in alignment with what you are experiencing. Always speaking the mantra 'I love you, I'm sorry, Please forgive me, Thank you' is powerful in releasing and recentering thoughts into a more still God space. I'm so excited to hear how this unfolds for you!
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You are in my prayers Marshall. Thanks for sharing!
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Sending lots of positivity, energy and love. May you recover soonest and grow strong in mind, body and soul, every single day!! Many prayers to you.
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Oh my Marshall, thank you so much for sharing what you've been experiencing. Somehow I'm not surprised you'd be able to be lucid during your intense operation. You're amazing! Know you continue to be in my heart and prayers as you recover and again thank you for sharing your experiences. Sending you much love, Mary Kay ❤️
BTW---Synchronistically, just yesterday I heard Dr. Deepak Chopra say, "Love is the Ultimate Truth at the core of the Universe. When we experience this kind of Love, it radiates from us like fire from a bonfire. This is the Love that is holy and this is the Love that heals."
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Thank you for continuing to share! With three little ones myself your words remind me of how our reaction is our choice and it does have effects! Praying for a speedy recovery!
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Thankful that you are getting well and still sharing your transformations and insight.
Your comment about the interactions with the 'little one' and the wheelchair are especially helpful. Thank you for your honesty.
Sending love and prayers.
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Smiling ear to ear for the GOOD NEWS of your condition and you are improving with each day.
Please continue to share your journey.
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“Universe makes no mistakes”
Marshall Thurber
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Thank you for your eloquent sharing. Your experience clarifies how to live well quite simply: Go for the gold!!!!
Kindly compassion for ourselves and each other along the way is what I gleaned from your wheelchair story.
Your blog is a gift, as are you my friend. Blessings on your recovery. Everything is perfect!
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Hi Marshall, The experience I had during the Blocks Game during Money and You was very similar.
At one moment, each person turned into specks of light and when I doubted this was happening, I judged myself and felt sick. I eventually surrendered to my experience and those moments changed my life permanently.
Thank you.
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Aren't you so happy to experience being run over by your own wheelchair pushed by your Munchkin.
Twice!
Your pride may be hurt, but your heart is still working.
Thankfully.
Imagine the Alternative.
So glad you are on the mend.
Life is Good, as Peter Turo says.
PS. My light from the same operation was blue.
My temper was also shortened by the meds, and possibly from fear of unknown outcomes.
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